Title: I Don't Want Anyone Else
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: VincentxTifa, Yuffie
Rated: PG-13

Summary: The memory of a night with Vincent keeps Tifa's judgement in check after a night of drinking. Part of the Agapé storyline, can stand alone. Because I needed something from her perspective, and this hit me hard. [ff.net link]

( She still watched him sleep, when she could catch him. )

 

Title: Agapé, chapter 17
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: VincentxTifa
Chapter Rating: PG-13

Summary: In this chapter, Tifa has forgone a dinner with Vincent in order to fulfill her promise to accompany Yuffie to the bartending competition. Vincent spends some time missing her, and Marlene has questions. [ff.net link]

( None of that changes what I saw. )

 

Title: Agapé, chapter 16
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: Vincent x Tifa
Chapter Rating: PG-13

Summary: In this chapter, conversations about histories, family and ghost-hands. Slightly sweet. [ff.net link]

( It really was beautiful )

 

Title: Agapé
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: Vincent x Tifa
Rated: R

Summary: In this chapter, a date and an answer to a question - for him, for her. [ff.net link]

( Chapter Fifteen: The Ache )

 

Chapter 12

Chapter 12 was a pain in the ass to write, and also got the least response. I don't know if any of it has to do with FFnet's constant downtime, or if it was just too laborious a read. But I suppose that's life.

It seems like most of the readers out there are looking for fluff and romance, and poor attempts at forced humor, and oh, the list could go on and on and on. I think the older fans are fading away, and as I see all these new fics coming out repeating the same ideas over and over again, I shake my head. I'd almost feel bad for the authors, if so many of them hadn't copied a bunch of my once-original concepts, not to mention turned them to cheese.

I haven't forgotten about the lemon challenge I received from Jack of Spades. I'm still going to do it. Yup, trying my hand at adult stuffs now (harhar, wordplay).

Even though "adult" doesn't always translate into "mature," I'm aiming for an older crowd all around, even with the cleaner pieces. I just don't have it in me to fill my stories up with OOC-ness and fluff (unless the fluff has other, more profound layers to it). I'm a dark, angsty person, and that's just the way my writing tends to turn. I have a lot of dark, angsty experience, and I write what I know, and so does anyone else who isn't forcing their words.

I have a lot of gems hidden away, and a lot of pieces on my hard-drive that a lot of readers don't know about. Some of my constant contacts don't even know about them. A lot of these are unprecedented ideas, and might not be popular, but they will make me feel like I did a good job, and I will be satisfied. And dammit, I guess that means I'll be calling myself a niche writer, doesn't it?

Two more VinTif multi-chaps, but I think I'm going to either combine those, or take the one in the crazy direction that frightens me, but is awesome to the max. If I do, you're all going to get a lesson in ethics and personal space through this very unfluffy and invasive tale (that sounds pr0nny, but it's not). A warning about baggage, if you will, but told in a way you might not have imagined. The other...will also be a quite interesting concept. I'm going to mess with Vincent's character some more, but I think it'll be truer.

Had an idea about their daughter, depending on whether or not I feel like touching on that sort of dynamic.

A few lemons, to be posted on the Adult Fanfiction site.

Many, many giftfics I owe.

I'm going to keep a lot of this to myself until it develops into something more profound, because that's what it's going to take to keep me satisfied with my writing now. No more pointless stories. Unless they involve chainsaws. Because darkfic is fun.

Either way, I have enough ideas to thumb through and develop, so there won't be any shortage. I don't know if you guys can really handle more VinTif, what with the over-abundance of it all lately, but if it turns out to be something good, then that's worth it, in my opinion.

Gonna go jot, mess with my site, write and organize now.

'Tis the way the ball bounces.

♥ Darknightdestiny

Agapé, chapter eleven is finally up.

It was hard for me to concentrate on this for an entire month. I could never seem to get the transitions between scenes right. I could never seem to get the dialogue to seem sincere enough. But finally, it's posted.

At first I didn't want to look at it, and promised myself I would wait an entire day to check my inbox for responses. That didn't last. But some people told me it was the best chapter yet in the story. That made me feel pretty good.

But I've gotten a significantly lower response to this one. I'm not quite sure what caused this. Maybe my month's absence. Maybe the subject matter. Or maybe people are just sick of the VinTifa. Well I am too, to be honest. Just a little. But it's not like I can shut my brain off. I have to write what's there, or it will explode. And I can't concentrate on anything else until I clean house.

Plus I want everything I write to be the best it can be.

The responses all stopped rather abruptly after a day and a half. It's gotten about half as much attention as the rest of them. Perhaps it's the season. Perhaps I should wait a bit longer. But it didn't stave off the strange sense of disappointment I got from an empty inbox. And I keep reminding myself that I'm writing for ME. But I have to wonder still, after all the work I put into it, what went wrong.

On the upside, I've been able to concentrate better on the giftfics. I hope people will read them. Getting close and all that.

~Darknightdestiny~

Title: Agapé, chapter 1
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: Vincent x Tifa
Rated: R

Summary: In this chapter, Tifa comes to Vincent, distraught about her current state of relationship with Cloud.

( Can I come over? )